Ok, so after getting the green light to write a blog for the local online paper, I freaked and did not get back to the editor, so what does the Universe decide to do?
1) Have me run into her in town (for my own benefit since she does not know me)
So I laugh, but still I press on not introducing myself and ignoring her email in my inbox. As I continue to stall and think about anonymity vs the consequences of outing myself in this small town:
2) I lose my voice completely out of nowhere.
Now being someone who used to obsess over EVERYTHING thinking there was a very specific reason that my left big toe hurt, (and consulting Louise Hay) or that a bird flying by was a message just for me, (in my Kabbalah studying days) I realize thankfully that I have reigned that craziness in at least a little.
My sister's first reaction about my loss of voice was that I must have lost in screaming at my husband, and thankfully this time she is mistaken. Perhaps another perk of losing my voice is that I have to whisper things to him and whether it is a coincidence or not, I am enjoying his company alot more now.
But oviously I realize the significance of "LOSING MY VOICE" twice in the last 4 months with no illness or cold preceeding it.
The Universe is telling me to find my freakin' voice and use it.